I'm not going to talk about those things here.
You already posted it, but then removed it.
You mean broken God's command against adultery?
And you haven't?
If you've had sex with someone who isn't your wife, or lusted after someone who isn't your wife, then you are guilty too.
And yes, you did say to me verbatim, "You're the most evil disgusting piece of shit on the server."
Along with other things like, "You're worthless shit, no one cares about you, no one misses you when you're gone, people play for me, people only care about me, you're nothing." etc.
I know what I am, a sinner. And I know what I'm worth to God, the life of His Son Jesus Christ. So the devil's lies won't bring me down.
I don't understand what my marriage has to do with you, though. Why you think that's your business, or your business to post publicly any more than you enjoyed Sepi's one star reviews on your real life business.
You went on about how taking it into real life was taking it too far, and was sociopathic and creepy and so on, and here you are doing the same thing to me. I'm willing to talk about it, but it just seems to break your own professed standard of keeping things to W2 and not taking it to real life. Hypocrisy is another word for that, which you seem to be against, but are really so deeply mired in that you can't even see it.
I did, however, already confess these sins to my God, to my pastor, to my husband, and have been forgiven. It is Satan who wants to wave our past sins in our face. He is called the accuser (Revelation 12:9-12). If my God-given authorities have shared forgiveness with me, who are you to charge me?
You've claimed God's hell is too big of a punishment for evil people. What punishment or pain on me would be enough to satiate you?
The great dragon was hurled down—that ancient serpent called the devil, or Satan, who leads the whole world astray. He was hurled to the earth, and his angels with him.
Then I heard a loud voice in heaven say:
“Now have come the salvation and the power
and the kingdom of our God,
and the authority of his Messiah.
For the accuser of our brothers and sisters,
who accuses them before our God day and night,
has been hurled down.They triumphed over him
by the blood of the Lamb
and by the word of their testimonySatan has been defeated. We have victory in Jesus Christ who defeated sin, death, and the devil in His death.
As long as we live here, we continue to struggle with sin. The Christian life is a life of regular repentance, falling on our faces before the holy Almighty Creator of the universe and crying to Him for mercy. God is a God of love and forgiveness and offers that same love and forgiveness to all people. God's mercy is greater than our sin. We are weak, frail, human, fallen. And yes, I'm plagued for life by the sins of yesterday. But believe me it already causes me enough pain that anything you or anyone could ever do to me is just a drop in the wake of a tsunami.
That was why you made me cry the day of the NWTR tourney. Cause I am as messed up and broken as all the other sinners around here. Cause I have done wrong. I have hurt people. I've wrecked my life and even with forgiveness, the damage doesn't just disappear. And you said you were glad I was hurting.
So don't pretend to care about hurting people.
