thanks but i dont want it.... no reason to piss off 2-3 admins who clearly don't want me to have it... and if i was going to get it, it should have happened like 5 years ago.
but admins held grudges because i spoke my mind about their inability to give any support on the server itself. and it cost the community a lot of users... and still is.
i offered anyone $500 to fix hosting. if it works, fois will get paid... but that's the most im doing for this server any more. i considered spending a few hundred more on advertising the server after it was implemented, but for what? so new users can come to a server with essentially no support on the server itself (maybe with the exception of warbux now that he's admin)
would have been infinitely easier to retain the users we had 4-5 years ago (while still building the user base in small ways) than giving me admin now after we're down to like 30 active gow players and 20 active chop players.
appreciate the people who are gunning for me.. the people who realize what i brought to the table as an admin years ago server side.. but if i were to get it, it would be the same old shit repeating itself.
but even as im typing this, i know there are admins trying to convince il not to give it to me.. because i called them out years ago(They're using different reasons for it.. but they're b.s. reasons.. the reality is their plain and simple mad i called them out when i left admin years ago). so there's a very real chance i never would have got it to begin with.
I just hope someone who is emotionally stable and has a vision steps up and starts a new server ... fresh blood with fresh ideas.. and not a shitty attitude like "well its a 20 year old game so its not my fault it's dying"