It's easy to get on forums and ask people for money that you have no physical connection to. It takes essentially no effort on your part. no discomfort... very little to no humility.
you wouldnt be in this situation if you had more discipline and managed your life/finances better.
if you have any desire to provide for yourself instead of relying on others to do it for you, teaching yourself a lesson by putting yourself in an uncomfortable situation might be beneficial long term. forcing yourself to experience humility.. going out in the cold streets with a sign, asking for money, being personally connected to the entire experience.